Could have beens

My due date would have been today. I have been thinking about Cali a lot in the past few weeks and what it might have been like. I think it’s appropriate to blog about her a little bit today. I remember in the past when I would watch TV shows that like Grey’s Anatomy and the story line included a woman who had to give birth to a still birth baby I always wondered how the woman did it. How could she push and go through all the pain of labor for a baby she wouldn’t get to raise? I thought it must be difficult to have the energy to push through all the grief. Then, unfortunately I had to experience it first hand and now I realize that it’s just something to get through. It was my obstacle to overcome and it’s up to me how I handle it. Hopefully someday I’ll be in labor again and I’ll have a different story to tell.

Eli Stone

If I worked in the same law office as Eli Stone I would definitely have listened to his urgings about the earthquake in San Francisco. I would have been right there in the park with the rest of the Eli Stone believers. Not just for the fact that I love Eli, but because I am petrified of earthquakes and if someone told me there was going to be a big one and where I might be safe I'd be all over it. I'd be the first one there with my earthquake backpack ready to go. And for the first time ever I was hoping for an earthquake at the end of the episode...vindication!!! I'm so looking forward to the season finale on Sunday night. Check it out!!!

Rock of Love

I’m so glad that Brett picked Ambre to be his Rock of Love! However I am a bit skeptical about them staying together. Why you ask? It’s reality TV. The romantic in me wishes it would be a love match and they will live happily ever after, but the realist inside is telling me no way it won’t work. Perhaps they have already parted ways…who knows? Who cares? A break up will just make way for The Rock of Love 3 (with three daggers through a heart) if things don’t work out and that’s good entertainment.

A taste of Winter

I cleared snow off my car this morning…snow!!!